Reading: Joseph Chaikin - The Presence of the Actor
Watching: Marx Bros - At the Casablanca
Playing: With my nerves.
Eating: More than usually with a purpose.
Drinking: Blood.
Kdo neki tam poje
Sun Sep 3, 2006, 3:34 PM
I think there are many things you can get your eyes wet about. But - aren't you defiling the secret of life with acting it three times a day?
Where have all the heavy words gone lately?
Zakaj je mogoce propasti pred vzponom in stampiljkanjem na vrhu? A, mogoce pa postavljam toliko vprasanj, ker sem po nekem zaostalem pokolenju Jud. Oni baje radi govorijo vprasalne stavke, ki v bistvu pomenijo trditve.
No, jaz pa rad govorim nesmisle, ki bi radi obrodili granatna jabolka, da bi vsenaokrog kar prasketalo od radostnih madezev domislic. Kako jebeno elipsasto je tole.
I've never realised how genially disgusting and morbidly humorous the 26th episode of Monty Python's Flying Circusss is. Today I took advantage of the small gap in time and had another view of it.
Life gets so opened up and new, when you have an empty head. It happened to me for the first time in my life today, during the rehearsals. The room started to become a blank volume of air, the persons in it simply humans with no specifications and emotions dispersed into thin air. Maybe it was because of enormous amounts of psychological action this summer, or maybe it was the toe of a god yet unknown. Either way, I don't have even the slightest clue about the whole mess.
Perhaps it is the cronical need of very concentrated amounts of proximity. Maybe Pluto got very angry with mankind for throwing him out of the solar system. But most surely the reason lies in me being just one of the "zoon politicon" species with a serious, auto-virtually built opinion of unimportance.
Is it unimportant to be E(a)rnest? The roundabout way to put it - I can feel the universe contracting today. I might tend to be sucked in a giant hole of few exits, but I am grateful for it.
Since I'm in Ljubljana, I write my short thinkabouts here. It isn't much until now, but, to be honest, I don't even have my computer here in Ljubljana, so I'm depending on th goodwill of my roommate and our academy's library.